I hide from myself, within I feel emotions that are tucked away and well kept. I ask for no pity, nor sympathy, I humbly accept the hand I’ve dealt. I know my hurt, it is self born, it is my own broken dreams from a love that has been tarnished by mistrust a relationship now scorned.
Trying not to wallow in the past, fighting tirelessly to make this love we once had last. It’s left me empty inside, its left me hardly any feeling of pleasure and I’ve been kept company by disdain for too long to measure. My heart weeps, turmoltous waves will not cease on my deep inner sea.
I know these feelings shall pass but in the mean time I observe and learn. For what more can I do? There’s no more I can say live and let love find its true way.