Here and now my eyes begin to swell from this overwhelming, undeniable, inconceivable since of joy. As the rivers of my soul stream down my cheeks finding it’s way back home to the endless ocean of my heart. From which depths has no beginnings and its expansiveness knows no start.
I am riding the unpredictable ever changing waves, letting my inner most truest since of being guide me, love all around I feel her presence permeate, as these beautiful waters carry me along. I know not for where I’m going and I know, to know one I can ever belong.
I freely drift, truly unfit to walk amidst, those who “know”or so they claim so, those who are striving to achieve, struggling to see. They’ll soon surely drown in this ocean, since they only know fighting to breath, and taking pleasure in the scene of their fellow beings bleed.
But this inner joy I feel is subtle, its abode being in my heart. As emotions go and come as they please all that truly remains is this sense of joy, tranquil, deep inner peace. For to describe it truly there’s no word spoken I can, only the words that I cannot speak will bring you closer to knowing what lies underneath.
Radiant and beautiful, soft but yet undeniably strong, similar to the sunrise as it’s rays bless every grain of sand on the shore of my heart’s sacred beach. I experience the bliss, never grasping for her, for she is elusive forever out of the graspers reach.