Here I am again, feeling let down and unfulfilled, seeking has left me with these feelings when will I learn, when will this end.
The seeking, the wanting, the longing to be emptied but yet fulfilled and to completely express my desires of deep intimacy, love, and compassion with another being.
Again and Again I find myself alone in solitude, me, myself, and I trying to be open fully but I’m closed without knowing how to be open like a lost key to a locked room.
In my inner space there’s friction with endless emotions flaring in every direction battling to put my heart into submission and my mind into depression.
Again and Again I try until I don’t have the energy to continue, again and again. Living in patience I discovered I can be free from the idea of me. The emotions come and go but I remain surely
And I know, I know that the ride it’s to be ridden not to try to steer. I’m living and enjoying the ride and it’s scenery I let go with Mother Nature as my only chauffeur.
Again and Again we all must learn we reap whatever we sow. Again and Again be patient and watch your flowers grow.